BREAKUP

Well I had to let him go! I clearly deserved better and was tired of wasting my time trying to make some guy happy when he wasn't willing to do the same for me. Looking back on everything I should have cut off the relationship in the beginning when I was spending my gas money riding down to see him and he NEVER made the effort to come see me(TAKES MY FAMILY TO TALK ABOUT THIS ONE). When I asked him he made up some lame excuse ,but didn't think twice about going to see the next chic who he claimed to be on a friend *rolling eyes*. I had to really think about this thing and come to my senses and ask myself is this someone I wanna spend the rest of my life with? He promised me so much but never kept his promises but I couldn't say the same for the next chic yeah he went and gave the next chic his money..But when it came to me he was broke.What does that say..Clearly he had a thing for her but he couldn't even please the one he called his main wifey. I had a dream he was cheating on me not once but twice.. When I confronted him he went off and my thing is if your not cheating why are you going off prove to me that you want me. You think he did nope he didn't. He showed me in so many ways that he didn't want to be with me so I gave him what he wanted,but mark my word the way he treated me it's gonna hurt him much harder than it hurt me. Now check this out I'm not the one to care about myspace top friends but this spoke volumes for me. After our breakup he placed his so called friend in place of me on his top that's when he proved to me what type of guy he really is. Letting him go gave me a peace of mind knowing that in the end God is going to send me someone who's gonna treat me the way I should be treated.Right now i'm getting to know myself as well as growing both spiritually and mentally. I've cried my last tears over some no good guy who doesn't seem to be going anywhere in his life. I'm actually happier more happier than I've been in a long time cause I know that my best is yet to come!


Ladies don't be fooled or let a guy twist things around in your head if you see the signs or you know he's just not that into don't try to hold onto the relationship LET HIM GO! You deserve so much better!


Jazzy

M.I.A

Sup peeps,

I know it's been a minute since I've post here..well just move back on campus and i'm trying to get myself adjusted to start this semester off right! This semester i'm looking forward to all A's! In the mean time I have sooooo much to talk about to I will be back!


Jazzy

Can't Give up!

So these past couple of weeks have been very challenging for me. I've really been going through somethings that no one really understands but me and God. 09 has just begun and already this year doesn't look like it's going to be a good year. Despite it all I'm trying to hold on with everything that I have and keep my faith and know that everything is going to work out for my good. I've come to far to give up on life right now. This is just a learning experience for me as well as personal growth. Although I may be hurting inside I'm gonna keep my head up believe that in the end results are gonna be great.

Like a Lady

Getting hair done now, nails done later and a lil bit of shopping what more can a woman ask for?!





Loving my day to the fullest and I hope you all are too!

*Grown Woman*

*Grown Women*

Girls want to control the man in their life.
Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.

Girls yell at you for not calling them.
Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't.

Girls are afraid to be alone.
Grown women revel in it - using it as a time for personal growth.

Girls ignore the good guys.
Grown women ignore the bad guys.

Girls make you come home.
Grown women make you *want* to come home.

Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make
plans.
Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where
he fits in.

Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.
Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.

Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him
hanging with his friends).
Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time'
even more special-and goes out with her own friends

Girls think a guy crying is weak.
Grown women offer their shoulder and a tissue.

Girls get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it.
Grown women know that was just one man.

Girls fall in love and chase aimlessly after the object of their
affection, ignoring all 'signs'.
Grown women know that sometimes the one's you love, don't always love
you back-and move on, without bitterness.

Girls will read this and get an attitude.
Grown women will read this and pass it on to other *Grown* women and their
male friends.

Sisters4life!

Okay today I was going through my old emails and I came across some from Birth Sister Shey, Right away I broke down in tears and became frustrated that to this day we haven't met. Many questions started running through my mind as to why God had chosen for us to be disconnected never to have met face to face although we were birth from the same womb! Some may wonder how can u love someone you've never met, honestly it's hard to explain, but hey I guess is a sisters thang. You may never understand until you are put in the position.As a lil girl I dream of her being in my life. Still at 23 I dream of her being in my life. I can't loose faith that one day I will be connected to my birth sister! I LOVE YOU SHEY

Cold in the D!

I'm have no words for this.... My side hurts literally..LMBO!! This is sad ...ahhhh my side..rofl!!!

gotta have em!

I gotta have these in my life...

survey fun

who is the last male you talke​d to throu​gh a text?​​
Dante


Do you remem​ber your dream​s?​​​​​
most of them not all


Who sits behin​d you in math?​​​​​
didn't take math this semester


When will your next kiss be?
next saturday


What kind of music​ do you like?​​​​​
all


Do you hate when peopl​e put "I love you" on their​ profi​les?​
who cares it's their profile


Are you addic​ted to anyth​ing?​​​​​
ha u can say that


Are you taken​ right​ now?
yep


If someo​ne liked​ you what would​ be the best way to let you know?​​​​​
just tell me


Would​ you hones​tly say you'​​​​​d risk your life for someo​ne else?​​​​​
mos def for family


Has anyon​e ever told you they want to spend​ the rest of their​ life with you?
yeah

What is the stupi​dest thing​ you have ever done?​​​​
tried to hold to something that isn't worth it


When was the last time you were groun​ded?​​​​
ha... u kidding right?!


Do you love anybo​dy more than words​ can say?
mos def

Have you ever gotte​n the butte​rflie​s?​​​​​
YES


Does anyon​e think​ you are a bitch​?​​​​​
probably


A rando​m perso​n you don'​​​​​t know says they "​​​​​like you-​​like you" what do you say?
"Whoa Dream Big"



Are you a good spell​er?​​​​​
kinda

Your best frien​d is pregn​ant-​​​​​ you say:
huh?

How much did you weigh​ at birth​?​​​​​
not sure


Do you have deja vu often​?​​​​​
I use to


Have your paren​ts ever hated​ any of your boyfr​iends​/​​​​​girlf​riend​s?​​​​​
sure have


Did you wake up befor​e eight​ am this morni​ng?​​​​​
naw not today I needed rest


What was the last thing​ your girl said to you?
Well if you been as in my best friend invited me to her nieces party


In high schoo​l/​​​​​middl​e schoo​l,​​​​​ did you ever get caugh​t passi​ng notes​?​
Middle school ALL THE TIME


Were you smili​ng in the last pictu​re taken​ of you?
yeah

What do you think​ of the last song you liste​ned to?
DON'​T REMEM​BER WHAT IT WAS


Are you in a relat​ionsh​ip?​​​​​
you didnt u ask me this?


Do you miss anyon​e?​​​​​
my sister

Seven​ days from now, will you be in a relat​ionsh​ip?​​​​​
prsyerfully


Do you like to cuddl​e?​​​​​
yeah


Are you satis​fied with what you curre​ntly have in life?​​​​​
for now


What'​​​​​s somet​hing you reall​y want right​ now, be hones​t?​

Nikes


Is there​ anybo​dy you wish you could​ be spend​ing time with right​ now?
kinda

Last perso​n you yelle​d at?
dante probably


Does your best frien​d get along​ with the perso​n you like?​​​​​
yeah

Just wondering

I'm sorry but I'm just wondering how do women with these kind of nails wash their behind. It's seems impossible to work with nails like this literally how do they do it. This look is also tacky in my opinion and I don't understand why women go for this kind of look. These are just my opinions remember and this is my blog so I can do that!This crap is ugly and know it's hard for you to clean your behind. *rolls eyes* It's just gotta be!

We can't be friends...

Ok I'm not sure what's up but today I had conversation with my 3 year ex! why do I keep hearing from my exes I dnt know. Anywho I was happy to hear for him only because I miss our friendship. After we broke up we didn't talk he met someone else and so did I. So we went our separate ways,but my thing was why couldn't we remain friends. We use to be really close back in high school and my first years of college. Our relationship was bitter sweet but lasted off and on for 3 years. Well today I told him that I did miss our friendship.His response was he didn't know how his girlfriend would react to us being friends because she knows how much he was in love with me. I told him I didn't care about being anything more than just his friend. I have a boyfriend who I love, so I'm not looking for anything more. So Why throw a our good friendship it doesn't make sense to me especially when I've know u for 7 years now. Well If he doesn't want to continue our friendship that's up to him we'll just continue our separate ways.

fresh out of the box!

So I got myself some fresh kicks i'm so excited!

Bad girls club!

I've gotten addicted to this show I especially love Kayla and Tip on this show. They are truly in my opinion the top girls of the house. I'm probably a lil late on the show but who cares I caught onto a really good show.

TMI

Today was one of my worse days.I mean I was literally on the floor for 2hours crying trying not to call the ambulance to come get me. Earlier I was cramping just a lil bit I thought nothing of it and figured it would just pass. Well it didn't so I decided to take some medicine and when I did not even 5min the pain got worse.I decided to walk around the house hoping that the pain would subside but instead it got worse. Next thing I know I started throwing up all over the house. Seriously it was a mess I had no strength to clean up. Only strength I had was to crawl to my room on the floor. My boyfriend call and he heard me crying he yelled at me to call 911 or he was calling. He said well at least call your mom. I tried to be strong but I had to do something. So I decided to just ask my mom to come home.One thing I didn't want to pass out in the house alone so I asked her to come on break and come home to help me. THANK GOD FOR MY MOM I LOVE HER 2 LIFE. She had to help me off the floor she clean up my throw up and helped me get myself together. My mom is truly a blessing to me. I was the worse today but now have regain my strength. Any of you women who have bad cramps understand this blog and what i've experience today

The ex

Him: waz up!
Me: hey
him: long time no hear!
him: waz going on!
me: nothing much u
him: missin u
me: aw ok
him: when are gonna meet again
me: really no time soon cant disrespect my boyfriend
me: n i wouldnt
him: but am still in love with you
him: have u forgotten so soon
him: and how we started?
me: i dnt think your still in love with me we moved on
him: no
him: i want you for good
him: i wanna build my future with you
me: im in a relationship now
him: i want you
him: my life is full of emptiness since you left
me: well u cant have me
him: i need you to fill up the spaces
me: sorry
him: pls i want you back
me: I'm in love with my boyfriend and i'm not about to hurt him
him: ok..i have to go now, i wish you well in your new love
him: takecare
me:ok, you too


Well my ex think i'm about to disrespect my boyfriend and get back with him it's not about to happen. Cheating is something I wouldn't do especially when I love someone so much I really dnt have time for it it's pointless. I love my boyfriend to much to hurt him

Daddy's Girl

So tonight I got a chance to watch daddy's girl. The show was actually really good I can't wait to see the next exposed. I think Vanessa and Angela are amazing young woman. Their kind of my lil inspiration to get myself started and accomplish the goals I have set out for myself.

Jazzy

The N word!

So while I was getting my done it was two Hispanic woman loud and ghetto. I wanted so bad to scream and tell them to shut up. The thing is we were in a public place and the couldn't even give respect. That's one of my biggest pet peeve loud and ghetto I can't stand it!!! Any who they kept talking and one of the ladies was like girl you know this "Nigga" was like blah blah.. As soon as I heard that word my head turned around so fast I made I contact with her friend , she was still blabbering on. My look was like no she didn't just say that word so freely and she ain't even black.. ALTHOUGH we shouldn't use it either but that's not my point. They had no respect at all and I thought it was rude of them to use the word while me and my friend was right there. This is a new year my president is black. And the N word will NOT be tolerated.

must read

So I went to Barnes and Noble last night and I came across this book. I'm excited to get started on it today. The year 09 is here and this book will be part of my process in making some changes in my life.

Set up

OK I absolutely hate being setup if you tell me your gonna do something then do it! Here is the story well earlier in the week my best friend told me that were gonna hang out together. You know catch up since we haven't seen each other in like "FOREVER". So Since I'm home from school on my winter vacation what better time than now for us to hang out. So two weeks before hand we made plans , we would hang out together. So today was the day I told myself I would wait and see if she was gonna call me first. Well she didn't it was then I realize she had set me up. Well Me being me I decided to give her a call and the phone rung but I got no answer. Let me tell you I was pissed cause I really wanted to hang out in NY. Instead I went to the mall with one of my other friends and had a blast. I got some really cute stuff too and to top it off I got my nails done.. Oh I'm such a Lady! I did text her back and told her how I felt about what she did not even having the curtsy to call me back. You know what her excuse was that she left her cell phone charger at work so her phone went dead. I'm pretty sure that wasn't the case out of all the days on the day come on now. I mean maybe i'm being a lil bit over the top with this but I don't like being setup

Loving him

When you've fallen in love with someone you can't seem to get them off your mind. Just thinking about their smile, and the way they make you feel when ur around them makes your heart skip a beat. When you know you've found that special one and you say I wanna spend my life with them! Thats the postion i'm in right now! I've fallen for that special someone. First things first he has a heart for God just like me.And at this moment I can't picture life without him. He makes me feel like a queen and he's always there to make me smile. Within my heart I truly believe he loves me for me. He has not only said he loves me for who I am he has proven that to me. I love everything about him. When he look me in the eyes and smile at me for the first time and said the words "I Love You"! Words couldn't explain how that moment felt. When he spoke those words to me it was one of the happiest moments of my life. I know his love for me is real.With Christ in our relationship we will only grow stronger. I love Dante and i'm happy your mine.

Love your Wifey,

Janelle Monae

Janelle Monae has of the most unique style I've ever seen. I absolutely love her music it's amazing.Also check out her style of clothing It's so weird and different I like it. She really brought something different to the stage. check out her video I can watch this over and over

Happy 2 be Nappy

It's been three years that I've been natural! It was one of the best transitions that I could have ever made. In the beginning it was so hard because many salons didn't manage in natural hair and because my hair was so nappy some wouldn't even bother. I didn't give up and I wasn't about to give in what other thought was right for me. I was sick and tired of getting perms and I refuse to go back to chemicals. Some people disagreed with my decision and didn't think my process would work but I was oh so focus what Jazzy thought was best for her. Did I want to give up "YES",but I didn't! I went through so very rough days and I mean ROUGH days. But I had to hold my head up and remind myself of the freedom I had gained by going natural. In the beginning I could not find a salon that worked with natural hair so it was a huge struggle for me. One thing I told myself I wasn't giving up so begin to do my own research and find ways to manage and take of my hair until I found someone who was willing to help me take care and manage my natural hair. After I did that I decided that I would loc my hair and it's been about 8months now and I love it so much I can't wait until it grows out and I start doing different styles. Being so natural feels so free and I love every minute of it.

Jazzy

Endangered species

Well let's say I love nature yes God's beautiful creation I love to explore and gain knowledge so here is some useful information I wrote to help towards saying the Jaguars

Jaguars are the most powerful wild cat living on the western Hemisphere. They live on the American Continent. Such as the southern part of California, New Mexico, Texas, mountains in Arizona, the rain forest of central and South America; they are also found in Asia and Africa. They once used to live in the Southern United States, in Uruguay, Yukon, and Iceland until the 1900s. Jaguars no longer live in the United States because they were killed off. They were once very popular in the central and South America and also the southern United States until 1963. One h of the reasons was because many of us were destroying their habitat. And many farmers killed them to protect their animals.
In addition, rain forest s was being destroyed and many of the jaguars no longer had a place to hunt and catch their prey. Another reason why the jaguars are no longer in the United States some believe that because of the building on the border that has prevented immigrants from coming in has also prevented the jaguars from crossing and entering into the United States. Even though the jaguars were killed off in the past in the United States, but right now their best chance of survival would be the United States because other countries right now don’t have the resource to help protect these species.
The Jaguars ‘number has decreased because humans have destroyed and burned most of their homeland in central and South America. Where new cities are being built and the grassland forest are being cleared, which is making harder for jaguars to capture their prey. The majority of Jaguars are being killed for their fur. While hunting for Jaguars, the dog chases them until they are cornered and run up the tree, then they are shot and killed. Also the grassland that’s used to help them hide is dying from smog which is also making it hard for them to catch their prey. Another reason the Jaguars habitat is being destroyed from logging and cattle’s. They are also competing for human food because so much other their natural habitat is being destroyed where they can no longer safely hunt for their prey and it has brought a large decrease in the animal.
As a result of these difficulties, there have been efforts to by conservationists to preserve the life of the jaguar. To do this, a study of way the jaguar interacts with its environment is important. The jaguar then gets moved so that it will not be preyed upon by other bigger animals. This provides a safer environment for the species and allows for a longer life. The way that I would improve the Endangered Species Act, I would pass a law that would put a restriction on land use even the privately owned homes. That would help stop others from building different buildings and destroying the endangered species natural habitat. Other ways to improve the Endangered species Act has because they have limited restrictions against helping to save the endangered species is more so used for controlling private and public lands rather than just finding ways to preserve and protect the endangered animals.
Biodiversity is important because it exists and will continue to make our natural habitat that will never be touched by humans. Humans benefit from biodiversity because plants give off oxygen in the air. Biologist Peter Raven says “biodiversity keeps habitat able and ecosystems functional “biodiversity helps put a safe guard against pest control and diseases also. It also provides different sources for new medicines. The climate change was one of the major debates because it became a major threat to our future plant because of the major climate change. “Biodiversity “is the number and Variety or organisms found within a specific geographic region and that’s what species need to survive.
There needs to be a diversity of plant life within the jaguar’s habitat so that the jaguar will not perish once a particular animal and plant has died off or no longer available in that area for that species. Jaguars usually eat small crocodiles, rodents, frogs, deer’s, sloths and large ground birds. If one of these animals dies off they will have the other animals to feed off of within that area which makes biodiversity very important.
The Jaguars is one of the most extremely beautiful animals that live today. They are also the largest cats living today. The adult jaguar can reach up to seven feet and weigh as much as 250 pounds to 400 pounds. They usually eat just about anything that they can kill with their powerful teeth and claws. It’s known as the “Mysterious Cat of the Amazon. They usually meet together only to mate with other. When they do mate their young usually stays with them before leaving to go out on their own. Their young usually stays with them until their about three years old. Soon after about three years the Jaguars leave their mother and begin to explore the world on their own. Jaguars are powerful animals that represent strength, bravery and royalty.
Jaguars also represent a ruler and warrior, because of their strong and powerful abilities. In my opinion it is extremely important for mankind to take on interest in the saving the lives of the majestic Jaguar. By doing so we maintain to the cycle of life for the ecosystem which allows our children to be a witness to this beautiful animal. I know someday I would love for my children and my children’s children to see this beautiful animal someday. I believe that there should be many more laws that help against saving this animal. And also I believe these animals should be brought back into the United States since we have a better resource than other countries that would help save these endangered species today. We shouldn’t prevent them from crossing over because of others selfish acts. And I believe that the Endangered Species Act should recognize these because they problems go way beyond the problems that they are dealing with today. More laws to help protect these animals should be addressed to help save the jaguars.

Jazzy

Regret

So tell me why I regret deleting my older post...


Jazzy

It's bscott

Bscott has got to be one of the best youtubers!! His video's will have you rolling. If you haven't seen his video you need to start and become one of his *Love Muffins*! He's a cool down to earth kind of guy. I dare not judge anyone I look at what's on the inside. And his video's are worth sitting down and watching you can check out more right side of my blog.Go head you know you want to ^-^

Jazzy

Good Morning

I'm having myself some delicious pancakes this morning just to start my morning off and make me happy:). Oh YES thanks to God and Pancakes today is gonna be a good day

#1 video

Well the #1 video of 08 was Lil Wayne "Lollipop" I personally really enjoyed this song and I think that it deserved the spot. This year was the year I discovered the Lil Wayne was actually a good artist.Before I never really bothered to listen to his music Until I heard "Lollipop" after that I started listening to some of his music and actually enjoyed it. So well see what he has in store for us in 09.

Health

So for this year I'm all about making changes in my life. Including my health so I decided that this year I'm going to take better care of my body and eat healthier foods as well as exercise on a daily basis. I'm so excited about 09 I promised myself that I'm gonna set goals high and achieve them in the year of 09.

Shopping at it's best!

SO I went to do a lil shopping for myself at TARGET and in my opinion it went pretty well. I didn't get what I thought was the latest fashion,but I brought what I thought would best suit my personal style. So above are some pictures of a couple shirts I brought alone with makeup and sum accessories.

Changes!

OK yeah I decided to make some dramatic changes to my blog in 09 by starting all over and deleting most of my blogs. So my few followers please bear with me things are gonna get much better just wait and see..


Jazzy

He's Back!

This news right here is so worth sharing!!! Prince is coming back into action releasing not 1 not two but 3 albums this year! Now how awesome is that?! I've always enjoyed prince music Purple Rain being my favorite! I guess I'm a sucker for the oldies. By far in my opinion he is one of the best known artist of all times.


Jazzy