Swagbucks

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Jazzy

Yes I determined for my life to be greater ! Yes n I believe this will only happen when I begin to put Jesus Christ first! Some major decisions are about to be made n it's time for me to let go of the extra residue!

Changes

So finally I've decided to make some major changes in my life! No, it has nothing to do with New Year's resolution, I don't seem to follow those too well, but I am in need a fresh start! I'm so tired of living day to day and not making in progress! I feel as though i'm stuck in the same position n i'm slowly sinking and fading away! I want change something new :]!

Good times!

Hey all!! So today I needed to go to the mall and pay my bill n do a lil shopping for church tomorrow. And I really didn't want to be alone as always ,but I went. And as soon as I got there God answered my prayers :)! I was able to hook up with one of my sisters n her baby girl Amber at the mall and we had a great time shopping n eating! She help me find a great outfit for church tomorrow :)! Thanks babygirl Amber n Veeda for taking me under your wings :)!

The sun will shine!

Wow it's been a minute since I've been here,so much as been going on in my life I can't even begin to tell you the things that I have been going through. Well I reconnected with my birth mom and I'm in the process of healing and learning to forgive her daily. Things don't happen over night it takes time. Although my heart has been broken time and time again, I'm learning that I have to let go of the past hurt that she caused me. God knows my heart and he knows all the pain that my heart has endure but he's bringing healing into my life. I believe "It'll all be over in the morning"!

HAPPY EASTER!

To think about the price that God paid for me is so amazing.... I can only imagine!I'm thankful for everything that he has done for me and it's all because he loves me :)! HAPPY EASTER-DAY to everyone!

Forgiveness

Forgiveness is a release within the soul. Knowing that the pain is that that you can no longer hold. Letting go of the past and the resistentment to, and being able to look them straigh in the face just to say I love you.You try so hard to let go of your anger and fear, but in reality this whole thing don't seem quit so clear. How can you forgive someone when you hold so much pain.You try, but wonder what's in it for you to gain. After so many years of openess in my heart how can I fine the release within my soul.

Crashed

So I figured if I eliminate products from my face and just use water my face becomes more stunning and clear :)


Well I would place a picture here but yesterday my computer crashed I didn't back up any of my files so I lost EVERYTHING! Yes EVERYTHING I'm crushed but it' s just a lesson learned. The Tech crew here also blocked my computer because they said it was probably some that automatically downloaded from another site so I can't download anything such as aol, yahoo, or itunes which really sucks but i'm thankful for my sidekick LX! So yeah it sucks to be me right now... well I guess things could be right?!

Yeah i'm mos def eating healther

you have got to be kidding me... I'm think im going to continue my healthy eating from now on...

snow day

Today's snowday was great for me I had a chance to stay at home for a extra day and have some alone time to myself it felt so great just to relax and not be bother by any loud noise or music. Don't get me wrong college living is fun but sometimes yo just want time to yourself without anyone bothering u.Sometimes we all need a moment of silence and peace. This was suppose to be the worst snow storm since 2004... whatever it wasn't that bad well not on my end. We were told 6-10 inches of snow but more like 3-4 inches....blah..but overall the snow day was great but it's back to school with me tomorrow night since I dn't have class again.. yay for Tuesday nights yeah I don't have to go to my Tuesday night classes anymore until after spring break! so that's in 4 weeks :)! So tomorrow I will use that time to complete the work needed for my classes and get back on track with my studies....

Help?!

Can someone tell me how I can make one of those fancy blog header please :/

All Smiles

So today went to the dentist to get my teeth check and to see how my retainer is holding out... Come to find out my teeth have shifted a lil bit so he had to tight my retainer and told me I have to sleep in them because they must be worn 21 hours .... This sucks, but hey it will be all worth it in the end!

My hair has had it!

Seriously I can't continue like this!! My Loctician is really acting up. Okay last week let her slide by not calling me and telling me she had the flu and couldn't do my hair. I will not accept that you can't do my hair this Saturday and must wait until Sunday....*rollseyes*Yo and why she not even returning my phone calls geesh..(unprofessional I must say) I'm seriously thinking about changing my Loctician and soon cause my hair looks a mess right now! I can't go on like this!

Followers

Is it me or did they update the followers thingy?! Well I don't like it!

So yeah

I just got my presentation grade back and this girl got an A on Her presentation!

Stop with the religios crap! Lead people to a relationship with Christ!

OK but one thing I can't stand is religious folks who think they are so above everyone else!( I am a Christian I love God with all my heart) and they are not willing to address the deep issue to help the person in need because they can't have that in their spirit please...


We battle with our flesh daily until God brings us complete deliverance no ones perfect. And how do we as Christians expect to win souls to Christ... Let me give you and example. A young man or a woman comes to you and says to they went to a party and party hard all night. What are going to d throw your bible in their face and tell them they need help and their going to hell?! YOU FAILED!! In my opinion the Godly thing would do is to talk to the person before you tell them can't be associate with them because they made some worldly mistakes decision whatever... We as Christians it's not right to put ourselves above someone else ..And before we go discerning negative spirits on people why not search and pray that person as a christian to be healed or delivered from their situation and not put ourselves so much above others.WE ALL HAVE SIN AND COME SHORT OF GOD"S GLORY AT SOME POINT. People Things like this something that will turn someone away so fast from Christianity.. We as Christians are told to go beyond the four walls . We as Christians can win souls if we go look deep within AND STOP BEING SO RELIGIOUS!


I dare not judge anyone and I refuse to try and force my beliefs on people.The one thing that I learned is that is just forces people away which is something I wouldn't want to do. If you want to steer someone in the right direction don't go about telling them what they should or shouldn't be doing.. I'm sure the person realizes that their just reaching out for someone to give them a helping hand. All we can do is give our words of wisdom and encouragement and leave the rest up to God himself.

Really?!

Awww junks I lost a follower I need to step up my A game and fast!!!

Facts about Jazzy

1. God has been dealing with me lately on so many levels
2. I will be soon receive my AA after this semester
3. I plan on on getting my BA In African American Studies now
4. Applying for Rutgers University
5. My goal for this semester is straight A's
6. I Love watching Family guy and King of the hill for some reason...
7.Sometimes I don't like sharing my things with people cause people are careless and don't care about ur things as much as you do.
8. I prefer Jazzy rather than Jasmine
9. In the year of 09 I'm learning so much about myself
10. Learn that you can't bother changing things that won't give into change
11.I Love listening to Blue October
12. I have 2 blogs online
13. Working on getting my apartment
14. Actually enjoyed watching Twilight
15. At the point in my life where I feel so much happiness and peace it's amazing!
16. Can't stand when people stare at me
17.I've watch 9,210 videos on youtube so far
18. Love going to NY City
19. Walking is one of my favorite things to do gives me time to think and discover myself and the world around me.
20. Love reading other blogs
21.Absolutely in love with the environment
22. Hate getting up for my 8am but I got that A on my mind
23. I have one of the best schedules for spring 09 semester... :)
24. I usually know who someone's talking about without actually seeing their face or knowing their name..I can just picture their face in my head...It a cool gift I have i must say
25.I really wanna meet new people and make new friends this year

uhmmm so yeah

Just a couple days ago my ex boyfriend texed me admitting that he was wrong in the situation and told me that he would prove tthat he deserves me back. He admitting to missing me and wanting me back... Well I have no problem with forgiving..well wait I tend to hold grudges but make within my mind soon or later that I will forgive you. If you make the effort to change and ask for my forgivess. ( NOT just some corny apology).One thing I told him is that I WAS NOT going to let him back into my heart so easily. Right now he hasn't even worked his way up to my friend. He was like well "We can be friends for now" My response was naw sweetie you did some demage your gotta work your way up to that title, but hey he can be associates.He asked me could he take me out on a date next weekend I told him yeah I would go.. So well see but I promise he's not getting back into my heart so easily again as I said before..